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Jan. 21st, 2026 12:52 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
shootuptill5amevery start of a semester i think about someone i met my freshman spring semester. our relationship at face-value is just a friendship, but if you peer in a bit more there's a lot of layers that blend together and make it confusing. don't tell me you love me and pretend i never heard.
sometimes i hate that i miss him a lot of the time since we haven't really spoken much. we're separated for a reason i don't want to interfere with -- it would feel morally wrong and guilt would consume me. but it's hard not to miss someone that's so easy to get along with, and hours feel like minutes when you spend time together.
the city is big, but some days it feels small, and i find myself looking for that familiar face when i walk around. i hate that it feels difficult.
sometimes i hate that i miss him a lot of the time since we haven't really spoken much. we're separated for a reason i don't want to interfere with -- it would feel morally wrong and guilt would consume me. but it's hard not to miss someone that's so easy to get along with, and hours feel like minutes when you spend time together.
the city is big, but some days it feels small, and i find myself looking for that familiar face when i walk around. i hate that it feels difficult.
