first of 2026
Jan. 12th, 2026 11:23 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
shootuptill5amhi, it's been a while. i've been distracted and busy(ish). a lot of stuff happened within the last week of the year that i'm just gonna leave in 2025.. i think it should stay there.
the new year so far has been okay, i would describe it as semi-eventful? new year's eve into day was definitely something. i had a really good time from that night into the next morning. i was really happy. since then everything feels so fast, like it's the twelfth already? really?? i've mostly just been at work, sleeping, trying to see friends, the norm i guess. i've been more sleepy lately but i'm just blaming that on a transitionary phase into the new year... excuses, i know.
i've felt pretty neutral about 2026. it feels like a bad taste on my tongue right now though since i feel like the world is already trying to teach me lessons, or giving me that bad-karma-esque and curseish feeling i've been familiar with for a long time. i like to hold on to the idea certain things won't end up making me sad or upset but i know that cycle already. it's disappointing. but i'll still hold onto that for now, i have a few days left until the result... who knows. i'd very much like this to work out how i want it to. please!
i start school again soon which i'm not excited about. i used to get pumped up for when new semesters started but it doesn't feel the same. maybe it's because my life a year ago today was better, and my previous semester was bad.
i need things to get better all around. the sun setting later and the warm weather would bring me some good.
the new year so far has been okay, i would describe it as semi-eventful? new year's eve into day was definitely something. i had a really good time from that night into the next morning. i was really happy. since then everything feels so fast, like it's the twelfth already? really?? i've mostly just been at work, sleeping, trying to see friends, the norm i guess. i've been more sleepy lately but i'm just blaming that on a transitionary phase into the new year... excuses, i know.
i've felt pretty neutral about 2026. it feels like a bad taste on my tongue right now though since i feel like the world is already trying to teach me lessons, or giving me that bad-karma-esque and curseish feeling i've been familiar with for a long time. i like to hold on to the idea certain things won't end up making me sad or upset but i know that cycle already. it's disappointing. but i'll still hold onto that for now, i have a few days left until the result... who knows. i'd very much like this to work out how i want it to. please!
i start school again soon which i'm not excited about. i used to get pumped up for when new semesters started but it doesn't feel the same. maybe it's because my life a year ago today was better, and my previous semester was bad.
i need things to get better all around. the sun setting later and the warm weather would bring me some good.
